update something

"Do u really love me...? "
i am thinking this question...

but actually i dont want/cannot to think it.
if i thinking it... it's mean...x.X

may be ...
we r not suitable ...
but, i hope we can last longer.

Just be relax, everything will fine.

顺其自然。

diploma exam is coming soon... still left 35 days...!!

gambate to myself !

** here to thanks qin qin today come school to borrow books to me. =)

recently...

after finish jury... i realize that my time table was so free..
I keep telling myself, i must use those free time to practiceeee...
But,
when me at my room, i will become pig...
if i stay at room whole afternoon, then i will be pig whole afternoon....
@@...

i hate wasting time!

i just write it here and always remind me dont do like that in my life.

few days ago... (include yesterday), i have a bad feeling...
want do some bad things, the bad things is want make noisy in my house.
i want play piano in the early morning and midnight. i want do like that is because... i dont like that house... ><... i know that is wrong.. so actually i just think and say only.. not really want to do it.


i got few things that i hope :
1) i hope i can pass all my sub in this sem.
2) i hope i can practice hard everyday
3) i hope i know what everything that i have done.


P/s - i want to improve my english!

today accounting class... have new teacher come to teach this sub.. but she said she just temporary. after that... don't know.
she keep saying... "where is the attendance sheet?" i think in the class she had said over 10 times...@@

today finish Oa lab class, then drive back to mentakab..
when driving... i keep closing my eyes!! feel so sleepy......
when reach home, run to my room wash face change clothes then sleep on my bed @@
after 150mins only wake up.. that time is 8.30pm.....!!
feel angry when i wake up... but i try to cool down myself, coz the time cant return back.

tonight 2am only sleep.. haha =)

sweeT dreaM!

Jury..... ^_^

今天，一早起身心情就特别的-紧张。
9.45am钢琴考试。
7am起身，然后在家warm up一下，8am 当“司机”（开玩笑啦）载朋友们一起去学校。
9点半，就轮到我了。我前一个人没来，所以就提前15分钟。
一进到考放里，我的心自然的跳很快。
其中一个考官尽然是。。。。。。我以前的minor老师。。。
ahem， X.x...
算了吧,不要理这个... 我开始弹我的beethoven, 心有中不祥预感,好像会忘记怎样弹....
结果,真的弹到一半在重头弹过...T.T
第二次,还是一样...就直接带过就算了.
第二首歌...还好吧,但感觉我没去feel那首歌...
肯定拿不到A了,只希望可以pass就行了.
为什么我会这样失败!!.......

我不允许自己再这样了...加油吧! 把所有东西都要做好来...

later got accounting exam... i think that will be fine.
just worried about tomorrow probability exam... good luck good luck! =)

study now =)

No. 60 post in my blog

爱情，有时让人幸福，有时让人难过。
一位朋友跟我说：“也许这一秒他爱你，下一秒又会有所改变。。。” （我赞同）

我会一直一直提醒自己，不要让爱情蒙蔽。这我肯定我能做到。
但是，有时会因某某原因让自己烦恼。甚至心不在焉！

加油吧，我最爱的还是自己。和家人。

练琴时间到！
今晚寿司当宵夜!(thx my brother)

=）

God Bless Me

1st time recital in ucsi

Ahemmm... today , 12.45pm recital.
i am the 3rd person who play.
b4 me is a girl play horn... quite long the piece...
i am very very very nervous when i walk to the stage...
my brain was blank, not sure what i am playing. =(
haiz.. it was past already. next time must be brave ! dont too nervous~ ~

** my car crash by another car ...the guy didn't saw me, but fortunately not very serious. @@

must be careful when driving ! ! !